Hello there. This week of school was ok. (:
Cca was really tiring. Oh yeah . Changed seats in Maths lesson and English . I like my sitting arrangement. (: Changed twice alr. (:
Now I'm sitting beside Raveena ... Last two or three days... Argument/fight/misunderstanding urgh dk ? with someone.
I swear it brought me to tears. :')
5-7 July if I'm not wrong... I looked at my tweets again . :[
I cried for two days. :c Crybaby? I'm not strong enough. I saw her first tweet abt best friends I knew she was referring it to me.
And it was true.
I felt guilty like hell. On 6 July i thought i wanted to go school with her so i cancelled to go with school with Sharifah and Hanidah. I waited outside her house but i saw no lights was switch on . So i assume she went to sch alr? Hmmm.. Got to know she overslept.I went to bus stop alone. It was weird.I think I was the only one at the bus stop. I day dreamed.
I felt like I was missing something. Took the same bus as Erfan and Luqman.
Blablaablaaaa.
The next day I went to school with her. It was really awkward i tell you.
I told myself , "Stay strong . Don't cry , don't cry," in my head.
We didn't really talked.. Only a few lines here and there.
I tweeted.. "didn't talked to her much just now.im scared im gonna burst to tears anytime."
It was true. I gulped hard when i wanted to talk to her.
On friday ,she didn't went to school cos' she woke up late.
So another , "go to school alone day". Wanted to wait for Kak tuti but i boarded th bus first since i scared i was gonna be late.
School ystd was ........ fucking annoying.
no no , not th teachers but the people I'm with .
They're annoying. Sorry to say that. :) Oh who? Two girls.
Srry but gotta admit.
You wana joke? Can , but don't be overboard. Doesn't mean i shut th fck up I don't give a damn. Its just that Im trying to ignore th best i can cause' in fact you guys gonna get tired of it. muahhaa. #likeaboss
Oh yeah, I posted that I had an argument with my best friend its not that i want let the whole
world know about it.
You see , i just want you guys to treasure the ones you love or maybe th loved ones. Don't ever take them fr granted. They might ignore it for a moment but th next moment they'll get pissed off. Really. Remember th good times you have with them, when you're upset and need someone to talk to you'll always go to them am i right? They're like yr other half. :)
Thank you for everything best friend.
Thank you for tolerating with my bitchy attitude #really. NINE years of friendship still standing strong. Ten next year uh . #yay!
Nobody can break us apart. xoxo .
tooodles~
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