Life is about change, sometimes it's painful, sometimes it's beautiful, but most of the time it's both.

My best friend is the one who brings out the best of me.
True friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.
A best friend can tell you things you don’t want to tell yourself.
The best mirror in the world is an old friend.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Hello. Like i said , after my eoy i will blog. :)
So here I am. Crying while typing this post.
Firstly , I would like to thank everyone who was there when i needed someone to talk to.
Okay , *wipe tears*.
I know I changed alot. I get influence easily. I do things without thinking twice.
Facts about me.

Hmmm. Now , I want to apologise to those whom Ive hurt several times.
I know it isn't the first time Ive hurt you. I still remember somewhere early this year we fought. It took quite a few days for us to be 'okay' again. I cried hoping us to be best friends again.
Now , all of this is just because of me. No , really. I'll put the blame on me.
Yesterday when I heard my friend telling me that you said , "If Arini continues to be like this , I'll break our friendship." I swear i felt like crying. Bf also keep asking if im okay or not.
Okay , you know that I love you. If you would to ask , boyfriend or best friend? Bestfriend. I wouldn't really give a damn if i have to end my rship because of you. Cos' i know , who else would i be searching for when i just got thru a break up? Yes , friends. I gotta wake up.
Boyfriends can find. Bestfriends and true friends are really hard to find . Thanks Hanidah for knocking some sense into me. I'm sorry for everything. :')
"If I'd go back in time and change it but i can't . So if the chain is on your door i understand."

I gotta admit , I ain't a good friend , girlfriend and a daughter.
You tweeted that when you're sad you'll eat oreo. Yes i realised , you ate oreo yesterday.
I'm really sorry. If possible , give me a last chance to change? :')
I wanna post longer but i just wanna go straight to the point and just make it short.

alright. till my next post , goodbye.