MYE'S OVER BITCHES (;

Hello <3

Its like 2:16Am and im wide a

wake. K no lah. Im actually quite sleepy.

Maintain uh 10kg eyebags.

Had my last paper yesterday.

(Not in order)

English/Literature

I can pass but i dont think i can score high.

Mother Tounge

Im deproving so much lately. :( rabak seh. I can pass but i dont think i can score high as well. Maybe only a B4 this time? :/

Science

Disaster. Im gonna fail for sure. No doubt.

Maths

Prolly im getting F9 or E8. I forever fail maths lah.

Geography

50-50 i can pass. God willing. :)

History

Maybe E8 or D7. Yes , i think im gonna fail.

Art

Last min work. Can pass i guess.

Did i miss any subj? I think that's it.

Hais , i want to see at least a slight improvement on my studies. :/

I never get motivated to study man.

Slack , eat , sleep = me = just plain lazy

I do my homework if i feel like doing it. If i see difficult questions i wont bother to even try.

Yes , thats me.

Even when people say ,"you have to buck up."

It even makes me not want to study more. I dont know why. I just feel.... like im fucking stupid.

I dont get motivated to study at all , one thing i hate about me. I think lowly of myself.

I have this so called 'attitude' since primary school.

Never been in an A or B class before cos' im just that lazy and dumb.

I dont know how th hell i end up in Express. I feel like dropping to NA. If only i did better in pri sch . I was so playful back then , never focus in studies.

Hais. Insyaallah , i'll see some improvement in my studies.

I dont wnna disappoint any of my family members especially my dad and eldest sister.

I felt like crying when kak myra said to me ,"why rini?" when she saw my horrible results last year. It was sucha disappointment. :/

I dont wnna brag so much abt this so....

Okay , a lot happened during the weeks of exams.

Been slacking with my awesomeszcvx lately. Sayang you all. <3

And i lost my phone in the bus when i was otw to sch with my girls. So fuckin careless , i know. The person that founded my phone was sooooo nice and he returned it back. I was so glad. God ,bless him.

2 more weeks to our third month,my date with Nicnic and someone turning fourteen eh. :p

Fought with bf yesterday . :/ Sorry , bare with my suckish atittude.

As far as i know , im very patient but you know what they say right? Kasih muke , lame2 pijak kepale. (;

Like what i used to say on my blog. I punye org tkleh angkat joke. (:

If its funny , its funny. If its not , i get irritated.

I get irritated very easily but i dont really show it. I think about people's feelings too much but what about mine? Am i a doll?

I got a text from this someone and it made my day eventho we texted just for a short while~

Did a cover of 'Sayang' with le' bestfriend. Hahaha , a lot of takes. Laugh like an idiot when we look at our epic faces on camera. She'll upload it when she get her laptop back. hahaha , im just glad we're like how we used to be. (: yay for that .

watching movie later in th afternoon with sis and bro. yay . ok , fatgirl98 is tired.

So im gonna end my post here. Toodles. xx.