Cute tak? Im the one wearing tht headband / hairband wtv . (:

The one beside me is my twin brother , Afian .

Haha!

Okayh , lets start elaborating .

Monday was Vday and th day Farah went to camp. (:

Nothing special happened , saw Rusydi couple of times in school.

And at one part when we passed by each other idk who pushed me i started to melatah and i shouted "Eh pukimak!"

Infront of Rusydi and his friends . Wtf! They laughed like crazy especialy Yusoff tuh!

Ish! I and friends laughed too lah coz thinking back its quite funny afterall ! Hah!
Nothng really happened on Vday .

skip .
Today i soo lonely pls . -.-

Hahah! Er , i was supposed to take th bus after 269 i mean th next bus but i took th first one.

Paiseh! So i alighted at th bus stop where usual MFSS alight there . Saw Yusoff . 0.0

Hahah , okok skipskip .

Tuesday- took bus with Abg Erfan , JOEy and Hanie aft sch before tht stayed back till 3pm+.

Took th same bus with Indra , Syafiq and a few others.

We laughed loudly like some idiots in the bus . Hhaha. Ive gotta say Erfan which is also my god brother is a really fun guy.

All of us alighted at hub. JOEy and Abang Erfan dk go where and me and haniee walked home . (: And it was raining cats and dogs .

As for Wednesday.

I actually forgot what happened but er ... Malay dance was awesome . ^^

Thursday -I received a cute soft toy from Rusydi for our 1monthsarry . Hehehe , he pinched my cheeks . A few days before tht -.- Hahha , i know i cute but can give me warning before pinching them ? Hahh , jkjk . Most of my friends saw it . Abg was like ,"Cheyy .." Hahh! Siak kan!

Raveena all th way muker stoink siak. Hahh! No offence uh .

Kk stop it . :P

Today - well , i would say its like an average day for me . Not too awesome not too boring but im only fucking confused about something only Farah and someone knows about this . Seriously i regret . Haiz , im soo stupid . -.-

Tmorrow is our 1month . *fake a smile*

I'll tell him the thruth when im ready but at th same time i feel fcking confused .

Seriously can we pause for awhile ? I promise it won't take that long . :(

Urgh its really fading so quickly or is it just that im hurt and thats why im feeling like this . Ive gotta calm down . Just because of this i don't want my studies to be affected . Like seriously . :(

I lost my file . I have to make a police report about th lost which is in my file. :(

I lost my timetable . I lost my important worksheets in there .

FUCKFUCK , I hope Mrs Ng would help me find my file if she still can't find it ..

Seriously manx , at first was my notebook now my file ?!!!

Careless much . -.-

Fatfat. (:

Im gonna be busy this weekend completing assignments and so .

I have to repair my pair of spectacles ! Grr , ibu will buy me a new one soo i don't have to share specs with maa sister And i need lens to yknow!

hehheheeee , okok .

I wna end here . byebye . :>

Thanks for putting a smile on my face whenever im sad .
Thanks for those gifts , thanks for th letters . Thanks for th
sweet talks .
Thanks for everything but seriously if you really love me
please proof it to me .
I don't want ending up either each one of us to be hurt at the
end of the day .
I really don't want that . Im confuse . Somehow i regret , i
regret making decisions so fast and didnt think hard enough about it
.
I want a change . :'[