Broke up with him yesterday and yes most of my friends and seniors knew about it already . (=
Erm ..
For now ive gootta concentrate on my studies . Single all th way babyyy! <<<<33333
When im with you , i just don't know why i just feel im not the right one for you , i don't deserve your love , i don't fit to be with you , you deserve someone better than me ..
All THIS (actually theres much more) is what i feel when im with you .
But my mind changed when i got to know something , something that i felt which all started when i saw you (inserthere) in th bus . I kept staring at th ground and started thinking negatively but still i didnt even brought this things up to you .
I didnt want any fights , arguments and confusion all tht 'cause it was only th beginning .
Day by day my trust for you just keeps fading away .
A relationship without trust no use right. I have no idea just how to gain it back and i just can't handle it anymore .
So i decided to let go somehow .
I should have listened to Farah and th seniors but th stubborn side of me just refuse to .
Now this is what i get after all this . Well still i havent listened to your side of story ..
but somehow uh i dont have th urge to listen to it . jelak . not interested .
Sweet talks? No im not gonna fall for them 'nymore .
Another chance ? Idk ?
Tired of this ? Abosolute yes .
Maybe this time i may be in the wrong , he may be in the wrong or even both of us are in th wrong .
Some asked me why are we both not tgt anymore ? <<<<<3333 I answered "For some reasons (=. " or "Haha , aderh lah . (=" Well you'll get th hint if you read this post . Not only read lah , understand . Heh , to ask me in person .. Well , its kinda hard for me to explain so i decided to write it here instead . (: Yeah , think what you want .
its never to late to start a new beginning .Well Nobody's perfect . (:
So complicated .
Look how we all make it .
Filled with so much hatred .
Such a tired game .
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