Sunday, February 19, 2012

It's been awhile luvlies.


My new boyfriend. :P hahaha
Just kidding. My twin brother. Do we look similar? Well i don't think so.
I have my mum's and lil of my sister's features. Some say i look like myarwah nenek on my mum's side too. Hhaha yeah.
My family all short. Ikr except for my bro , he's in the 1.6m range. (height)
I'm the shortest. I inherit my dad's genes. He's short for a guy i guess. xP
My mum's height.... Average lah for a woman .

ok lol . So this pichas was taken at Night Safari after I lepak with Sally,Firhan and Raqzif at 129.
Okay uh believe it or not, its my first time! Haha , usually i go to Singapore Zoological Garden.
Went with Yan , Kak Shikin, Abg Aziz and Myself of course.It was fun + tiring. Reached home at around 11 pm and i have camp the next day and i havent finished packing for camp! Great aye? :P
So yeah. NYAA Camp was hell-ya AWE-SOME! I miss Instructor Naz and Mimsy already!
Instructor Naz is sucha cutie. ;) hehe. He has deep dimples, cute curly hair, cute smile. Okay to sum up he has a cute face lah ok? Haha. OH PLUSSS.... HE CAN SING AND HE'S FUNNY!
Awesome eh? :P hehehe.
Finally tried the flying fox! Oh yeah i was in group 8 . Same group as H. It was kinda awkward at first but normal afterwards. So yay. :)

Valentines day?Wasnt expecting anything but i received a rose from boyf. <3
So yeah ..... Erm...
February? A disaster.
I cry a lot this month. I dont eat as much as I do. I eat and puff to release my stress. I break down.
Well i broke down yesterday.
They seen me cry. Two of my guyfriends heard me cried on the phone. Im pathetic , im weak.

Thanks to Fatehah
for asking if im okay rather than asking me on and on what happened. xx. I cried harder but i felt better. :') Same goes to Indra. Sally and Hanafiz too, for making me laugh. Sayang korang. :') Thanks to Firhan too, for listening to me . Cause that's all i need;A listening ear. Someone to listen to my problems and give an opinion or an advice to me. I tweet to vent my anger and sorrows. :/
I'll try to hold back the tears when i feel like crying.
I broke down yesterday while otp with Sally. Hanafiz was there too. They heard me cried. :/
Seriously i didnt want to lepak cos' i dont wnna see Z. :/
I dont know why. When i see him, apart of me breaks into small pieces.

Everyone says to me . "He cares for you stupid!"
Oh really?
Why does my own guy friend cares for me more than you do?
Do you even know how many times i cried for you?
Do you know that i think about you alot?
Do you know how hurt i am?
Do you know that my friends ask me to let you go but i can't because i just love you fucken much already.
Why when i already love this someone , there's always someone wnna ruin it all. Hais.
nuff' said. goodbye.
xx.

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