Sunday, March 25, 2012

Maybe this isn't our time yet. I let fate decide. If we were meant to be, we'll be together. Maybe not now. Maybe not yet.

So hello cupcakes <3
Its been awhile since Ive update this blog of mine. :)
So it was the 24th yesterday which is my bestf's birthday party that was held at ecp. :)

Met Rina at 330pm @amk int. I was abit late. hehe.
Was searching for a present for Farah so we roamed around. Then when i found what i wanted to buy for Farah ... I searched for my wallet and its like NOT in my bag!! Panicked like asdfghjkl of course! I searched like literally everywhere. There's like my ez-link card , photos , my simcard and 50 bucks in my wallet. Sape tak panic siol? Rina kept telling me to calm down. So we went to th information counter and asked whether anyone reported a lost wallet. Alhamdullilah ! Thanks to that someone who found my wallet and reported to the lost and found. May God bless you~! <3 After that , i bought the present and slacked at macd for awhile. Went to Rina's place as she wanted to change to jeans. I waited for her under the void deck , sempat i tulis wish for farah. incomplete actually, it was last min! :/ so i texted Hisyam where he is and asked whether he wants to go with us. So yeah blablabla , boarded bus to ecp. Reached at about almost 7pm.
Walked all th way to pit 31 , so far yknow. pfft. haha. so reached , hugged bestf gave her the present. i changed in the tent. haha.
played with sand , blabla. salam-ed everyone.
Talked to the boys. Laughed. Sat by the sea , watched the wave . Setupid Irfan made me scared by making some cik kak voices. -.-'
Then one by one left me and Z alone. like th fck. thank god it was not really awkward tho.

*Him making faces*
Me: Asal tak pergi skolah?
Him: *mumbles* Asal? Rindu?
Me: *Eye contacted* Uhuh.
I don't know why i said that , it just came put from my mouth just like that. :/ but nevertheless its true.
Him: *Smiles and nods head*

The end.
Haha k no. Then Dilah and others came . Uh , the 'problem' came.
Damn kecoh i tell you!
Hisyam suddenly so hyper . Dilah,Hisyam and I chat and laughed like nobody's business.
Hisyam wanted to go home if i didnt tell him this 'something' . Grrrrrr. So at last , i told him then we U-turn . Hah , th funny/awkward part is.... Raqzif said to me , "Eh last long!"
Tha fffff... I was like.. "With who?" He and Hanafiz pointed at Hisyam. Eh seriously lah , we're not even contacting or whatsoever. -.-

Then.. When its like 10pm , i wanted to go home with Firhan and Hisyam. I salam-ed Irfan, Syafiq and the rest lah. I wanted to salam Sahli then he ignored me like i wasnt even there?!! I go with th flow and i didnt make a big fuss out of that. When i was waiting for the boys , i stared at Sahli. Then aper angin ntah when the boys were infront waiting for me, Sahli shouted vulgars.
All th way , i stared at him then shouted back and asked him what's his problem. I thought he wasn't happy with Hisyam so i went up to hisyam and told him that Sahli wasn't happy with him.
Then the argument started.
I got to know , Sahli was actually spouting vulgars at me. I asked him why, he said he didn't want to talk to me.

I totally didn't have mood to like fucking JOKE AROUND. Hanafiz then shouted at me to go home and 'insulted' my dad. I told him to watch his words. Like fucking seriously?! I feel fucking offended. I felt useless at that point of time . I shouted at him back then he said he was just joking. If you really knew me , you should know aku nye orang tak boleh angkat joke k? Then i said i was really stressed up and broke down into tears. Syafiq Sulaiman sat beside me and asked whether I'm okay. I just nod. Syafiq Salam came and wiped my tears and told me to chill~ Hais , sayang korang. :') It was really a fcked-up day tbh. It wasnt really settled but whatever so we decided to go home. Its' like 1020++ alr. Hisyam gave me tissue to wipe my tears. Firhan carried my bag for awhile. We walked to the bus stop and then Hisyam asked me why i cried and i said , "nothing." Then he left me and Firhan and walked alone. I kinda shoved him off. No mood right? So yeah.
Then we talked things out , i said sorry then everything settled .....we walked to th bus stop. waited for the bus. boarded the bus. What a coincidence , my sister boarded that bus too but from a diff bus stop. Terkejot seminit. Hisyam was irritating in th bus. Asek kacaw aku je! Tsk.
Then alighted the bus. Firhan then separated from us . So walked home with irritating guy.Haha.
Said bye , salam-ed . Reached home at about a few mins to midnight.
To sum up,it was a fucked-up day but my girls and a few of my guyf made my day. Lupchu guys. <33333

Sometimes i just wonder , am i too nice to everyone that most of them went overboard and treat me like a piece of shit? Hais. Ape lah nasib. :') Alrighttt~ Its like 4 more mins to 9pm and i havent touched any of my hwk. Asdfghjkl ~! !@#$%%^&&* !!! Ok followww me on twitter @rinismr for daily updates. Toodles. xx.

3 more days to my bday. not really looking forward .
one of my wishes? 'him' to wish me on my birthday. hais. wont happen lah , rin . :')

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