APRIL , BE GOOD TO ME.

When i thought everything was gonna be fine, it turned out to be worst.

Hello ! (: Its like 1145PM right now.
Got back home at arnd 10PM from town. Did a lil shopping.
Shagged! Saw Kak Nilla and Sofea at scape.

A few days back was my bday.
It was such a blessed day. I cried;the feeling of touched+happiness+sadness+disappointment was all mixed up . The night before my bday , i was texting with Hf. We catch up with each other. Miss those times when we're tgt but nah. I moved on. :) Got bday kisses from kak mira and ibu ! <3 I was really touched. Hf wished me happy bday at like 1204 am . I thought he frgt! He was the first to wish me via text and...... sometime right after this someone texted me what i was waiting and wanting all these while(fhm2 jelah ye). God read my prayers. Alhamdulillah. I was so happy as if i was on cloud nine! I thought i was dreaming. In sch , friends wished me. Thank you <3 I share the same birthdate as Thiam Joe too! HAH! I was touched and happy fr what my friends did. Sayang krg. <3
Remember my wish was for him to wish me? He did. He even sang th happy bday song. :') I smiled like an idiot yknow. Macam nk nangis pon ader but i hold it until my friends gave me a card and a bday present. Sweet huh? :') Bf wished me too <3 ^^ si kecik ni . tsktsk.
Had dance prac too. Damn shagged. when we were in th ISH , saw someone peeked and it was HIM. thought he went home alr. so that was my last look at him for th day. well,good enough alr.

went home and got birthday kiss from ayah. <3 had choc cake. thank you kak <3 it was a blessed day indeed. :') Alhamdulillah. I'm finally fourteeennnnnnn! Weee~ Just another year to get that pink card. :P hehehe.

been texting with him thse few days. i felt like asdfghjkl when i heard he was att. it's okay. :') cos' im happy as i 'moved on' to a new chapter now rather than holding on right? :') im with someone else now. people say i look happier when im with him but i do miss those times when i was happy with you. Hais , memories. Thank god. He understands me and supports me. He knows im trying to move on. :') He makes me happy not like ....
Because of you i'll try my best to move on from z, i mean it this time. :)
I'll try but it takes time yeah.

Miss,like and love are three diff things.
If only its that easy for me to frgt you. Im letting it all out now.
Your hair. Your smile. Your cheeky laugh. Your fav phrase; "alah cayang". Your 'manjeness'. The way you smell. The way you would wave and say 'hi' every morning to me when you see me in sch. The way you held my hand. The way you stare at me. Those late night calls. Those jokes. Those 'jiwang' songs you introduced and sang to me(AND NOW I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT!) . Those hugs. Those tears i cried for YOU. Not forgetting, those fights. :')

APRIL, BE GOOD TO ME PRETTY PLEASE. Insyaallah , we'll last yeah. :') 8 more days to a month. I hope he's happy with her and may their rship last.
its alr 1:30am . im sleepy.
'nuff said. toodles. xx. muah.

people use to wish us "last long" but now we're wishing each other to last long with our partners . haha. :')